The Awkward Lover

Fri, 17 May 2019 18:54:28 GMT

God's message to a young man

This conversation took place between God and I, around October 2018..

It was a late Friday evening, I was tired and ready to go bed, as I had to be up early and prepare for our Shabbat Fellowship (church group), as the subject was going to be on love. As I sat on the sofa, I took a moment to be still and reflect on my day and life in general and speaking to God in word and in thought…Then I began seeing something. It wasn't clear at first.

“What am I seeing here Lord? Who is this person with their back towards me?…

I saw a beautiful person in front of me, with her back towards me, I was reaching out, and had my hand placed on her shoulder, willing her gently and waiting patiently for her to turn around to receive my love, my unconditional love, healing and protection. In this vision that took place in front of me, I could see she was holding onto her darkness and pain, and in result, her becoming isolated and even awkward towards me. But there was I, who was looking beyond all of this and was waiting for her to receive my goodness, where soul meets soul, face to face and brings about true healing, intimacy and victory.

…Again I asked the Lord, “Who is this person with their back towards me?”

I heard His voice in my inner being, He replied, “That person represents you. And I AM the one who is behind you reaching out to you, waiting for you to turnaround.”

“You are the awkward lover, you have become like this because of past pains, and it has isolated you from receiving true love and healing. But I AM the one who waits in patience and longs for you to turn around, to embrace you, and for you to receive my unconditional love and healing. To be set free…

When you love somebody unconditionally, you see beyond all the flaws, because love overcomes.

Open and receive My healing and Love for you.”

I was left speechless and in awe from His word!

Love-Gods love truly covers a multitude of sins. Let us turn around and face Him, receive Him, and be made whole.

I want to encourage ALL, what ever has happened, past and present, we all have been through something painful in life, it's not easy, I understand. But you don’t have to hold onto this pain and hurt. It holds you in prison, and you don’t deserve to be there, that is not your place to reside for any longer. There is a God who cares, and He’s waiting for you to face Him, so He can set you free. Nothing is too far gone or beyond restoration with God for life. He will turn your ashes into beauty. He has nothing, but unconditional love and salvation for you. You will experience healing and restoration and you will start to live again!…come to Yeshua-Jesus

For I am persuaded that neither death nor life, nor angels nor principalities nor powers, nor things present nor things to come, nor height nor depth, nor any other created thing, shall be able to separate us from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

Romans 8:38-39

New Beginnings

Mon, 07 Jan 2019 00:00:00 GMT

Introducing GOD and I, 2019

Hello world, I am soooooo pleased to launch God and I. In fact this is quite a momentous occasion for me, as the big things that matter in life, the legacies, the world-changing assignments, are often taken up with everyday routine and activities.

So, I hear the curiosity “what exactly is God and I?”...before I tell you more, let's start with a bit about me...but, to be honest, this is not going to be about me going forward.

From a young age I have always wanted to find God and Know Him. Have you ever thought or felt the same? I am sure many of us ask the BIG questions through our lifetime. I was, and am still a God chaser.

Growing up in a Hindu religion, then finding God in a different faith wasn’t easy. In fact it was one of the most difficult changes I endured, yet it was the most fascinating and rewarding. Something deep, that I cannot explain “clicked” within my spirit. It’s kind of like not knowing exactly what I was looking for, but when I found it, I knew, without a shadow of a doubt. You can read my story in my new book God and I, Our Conversations . Oh, yes, I am now a Published Author!

I consider myself quite open when talking about God and my faith In Jesus-Yeshua, but, can honestly say, I have held back on numerous occasions when talking with family, friends and colleagues. It’s like a taboo subject. My experience of having a personal relationship with God through Yeshua has moulded and shaped my life and decisions. He has given me answers that have been in my heart for many years and helped me through tough times, whilst building a strong foundation for living an abundant life. I believe speaking about our God-experiences can help others when in need. I know hearing other people’s testimonies have touched and moved me in many ways.

It’s been 25 years since I became born-again Christian, I found courage and bravery to share my story, my conversations, that have orchestrated my life and been instrumental in deepening my spiritual experience. This walk is not a religion, it’s a way of life. Being born-again, is a nature, a mindset, its living a renewed life in the likeness of Yeshua, it’s living a spirit filled life, led by a very real God.

There are times when I felt the burden of people in dark places and have hoped they would experience God through faith as I have. Faith brings hope- hearing from God is possible. One of my close friends says “you have a direct line”

God and I, will be a voice that shares unashamedly that the God of the Bible is real and that He speaks. Read about to find out how He spoke to me.

My vision is to develop a community of believers worldwide who are not ashamed of the gospel. Who are not afraid to speak of their faith and share their conversations with God to those who want to hear; the lost, hurt, broken, uncertain, confused, curious, seeking, even those who are naysayers. I want everyone, the unlikely, the unsung believers to be able to share their story, to impact, inspire and influence a hurting and hungry world

If you have had a conversation with God. A conversation where God has spoken with you and consequently impacted you, we would love to hear it. Read the guidelines and send your testimony for review.

Let's keep the conversation going...let’s bring healing to the world through our testimony.

Psalm 66:16

Come and listen, all you who fear God, and I will tell what he has done for me.

Every blessing

Neelam

GOD and I Our Conversations

The Awkward Lover

God's message to a young man

New Beginnings

Introducing GOD and I, 2019